Don't know what to blog
Wednesday, 29 September 2010
I have no idea what to blog ! LOL!
PMR is coming nearer and nearer. I should have studied instead of sitting in front of the computer! >.<
♥Wednesday, September 29, 2010
Hard !
Saturday, 10 July 2010
Forget you, it's extremely hard to me. I don't know how am I going to forget you. But I will not bother you, because you're nothing to me. You're even mean to me, so what for to bother you. As you said, we can be friends. But I don't think so. Fineeee, I don't mind anymore. I just hope I'll be fine after all. =] It's extremely painful. But I will try to overcome it.
Aiks ! Why there are so many things happen in my life? friendship and love. Why can't it just disappear in my life? Okay, fine. Friendship, I will not care anymore. Love, I will not be in the relationship. I'm single and unavailable...: ) What I've done for you, I'm sorry. ! My bad, my fault too.
Monday, 29 March 2010
What is the use I sad? I'm sad because of anything, any problems. I don't want to solve any problems from now on and what's the use I trust so many people and what I get? Nothing but, I get sadness and hurt from everyone. :'( I don't want to trust you but, I'm so stupid and believe you all. It's my problem, not yours. Who can I believe? I'm really sad but, I don't know what to do. Whatever, I don't want to life anymore and I fed up with it. I don't want to blog already.
What a life and friendship is.
Saturday, 27 March 2010
You all don't need to bother whether did I talk bad words behind you all. I will never ever talk bad words behind you all. It's just waste my energy to talk it. And what's the use I want to talk so, don't need to bother about it.
Why do you all want to make problems with me?
Can't you all just don't think about and having quarrel between friends?
Did you all cherish friendship?
Do you all know what friendship mean?
I don't want to bother about it anymore, it's just waste my time and energy. Go away, I don't want to know what you all want to do to me. This is my life not yours, if you all hate me, just go away and don't think I will hate you. That's all, don't ask me anymore.
Time goes quickly, I'm going to take PMR and PET this year. I feel so nervous about it. I want to transfer school after PMR and get my results. Results are my everything now, I will work hard in order to get good grades in my PMR and PET. I want success, I don't want to be failure.
My mood is kinda sad and down. I should stop here to not let my tears drop. =D
♥Saturday, March 27, 2010
Feel hurt
Saturday, 20 March 2010
Currently listening to 发如雪 by 周杰伦
狼牙月伊人憔悴我举杯饮尽了风雪
是谁打翻前世柜惹尘埃是非
缘字诀几番轮回你锁眉哭红颜唤不回
纵然青史已经成灰我爱不灭
繁华如三千东流水
我只取一瓢爱了解只恋你化身的蝶
你发如雪凄美了离别我焚香感动了谁
邀明月让回忆皎洁爱在月光下完美
你发如雪纷飞了眼泪我等待苍老了谁
红尘醉微醺的岁月我用无悔刻永世爱你的碑
你发如雪凄美了离别我焚香感动了谁
邀明月让回忆皎洁爱在月光下完美你发如雪纷飞了眼泪
我等待苍老了谁红尘醉微醺的岁月
啦儿啦啦儿啦啦儿啦儿啦啦儿啦啦儿啦啦儿啦儿啦
铜镜映无邪扎马尾你若撒野今生我把酒奉陪
I don't even understand how I feel, how am I going to understand other people's feelings? I don't feel I'm fine enough, I feel like I'm hurt again. What am I suppose to do? My mood is so down right now. I'm really feel hurt and want to cry out loud. I don't know what can I do, I just know I want to scream as loud as I can. I want my best friends by my side right now. What can I do, they are far away from me and I can't get to see them for so many years. T.T I really don't have any idea to know what can I do.=((
Second, what a sister I have. She doesn't have any manners to everyone, she just like to be as what as she likes. I hate it, I will never admit I have a sister like you. I fed up with your things, I will never care it and bother about it anymore. What I care for her now, is nothing! NOTHING!
♥Saturday, March 20, 2010