Fed Up With Everything
Tuesday, 15 December 2009
I feel more and more tired nowadays. When I wanna do something, I'll feel very tired. Why my life so damn sucks. I rather take a thing to hit me on, and to wake up from the stupid, idiot dream. I had already know that the thing can't come true forever and ever, why don't I give up? I'm using a stupid, idiot, useless brain. Don't know what I'm thinking also.
I feel sad and moody today. Don't know why when she asked me go along her to look for someone time, I feel upset. The feelings like wanna kill me to hell. I really fed up with everything. I'll ask myself to not always texting with friends, I hope it won't get worst.
Christmas is just around the corner. I hope I can celebrate her birthday with her. I didn't see her for a long time, after this year I've a 10years friend. I feel happy when I know that I've a friendship that have already 10years. I miss all my friends but I miss ** also. I miss ** a lot of time today. I really don't understand what am I thinking. **brain sucks**
♥Tuesday, December 15, 2009
