Heart Break
Monday, 21 December 2009
I felt my heart was breaking yesterday and amidst, I was quite sad at that time because I was hearing a song called Fa Ru Xue by Jay Chou. It's touching and nice. I love it's melody and lyrics. I listened to this song non-stop, repeat and repeat again. It's so nice. I felt my heart pain yesterday and I don't know what to do. I stopped everything that I'm doing.
Why we can't love a person without getting any hurt?
Why we should love a person secretly and never want to let the guy know that we like them?
Why don't you all tell me the truth?
Why you all wanna hide everything from me? Is it I can't let you all believe or trust me?
I really tired, I rather admit I'm lose. I also don't want be so suffer and you all don't need hide everything from me. When you feel want to tell me, you can just tell me but I don't hope you tell me the opening and never finish the ending. I don't hope this happen. If not...
Should I just give up to not know everything of yours?
Should I just pretending as I don't know you all sad or no mood?
Should I just release everything in my hand?
I don't know what can I do. I had lost my way.
♥Monday, December 21, 2009