HML! HATE MY FRIENDSHIPS
Saturday, 23 January 2010
IHML. Why everyone keep on scolding me and make me feel nothing else I can do. What I do is just a mistake. I feel down since my birthday until now. Even now I look happy and excited but all of you can sure that the real me is happy and feel excited. Everything is my fault, you all want to blame just blame it on me. I don't mind even though I care a lot. To the people who said I snatch their friends, I just can tell you. I never do that and I won't snatch my friends' friends forever and ever. I'll just take them as my friends but I won't close to them. 'You' make everything of what my friends did to me flash back. I cried for few days and it's just wasting my tears. When I saw 'you' and 'her', automatically my tears will drop. I was wondering why my tears drop. but I have ever try to endure to not cry but it's an useless way. Every of my friendship is going to end very fast in one week time. It makes me can't even have a breathe. I wanna take a long sleep to let myself rest. I don't want to think anything or anyone anymore. It makes me getting more and more sad. But what can I do for now. I didn't know anything what you all gonna do. IHML. What can I do? I rather take my life and exchange with the people who really cherish and enjoy their life a lot. Like the dragon boat members, if can, I really wanna exchange my life with them. They will lead a better life than me. I'm just wasting my time in my life. They still can contribute to the community. But I just can do nothing to the community. I'm trying to enjoy my life but everyone is making me sad non-stop. I keep on changing my tuition but now, I have confirmed all my tuition timetable.
I have got to go now.Bye, Miss you all. -puzhen-
♥Saturday, January 23, 2010
Wanna Try to get rid of.
Saturday, 2 January 2010
I have nothing to blog this days. I gonna buy new mobile phone tonight with my own money. T.T
I'm happy to buy a new mobile phone but I'm sad because I need to buy new mobile phone with my own money. And I'm sad because I fail to forget him again. I don't know what kind of my brain is. Making me more and more sad sometimes, I wonder should I take my brain out or what. To stop thinking everything. My brother is going to take UPSR and my sister is going to take SPM also. And I'm going to take PMR also. T.T Feel getting more stress now. Want to get straight A but I scare I can't get. I'm having a bad mood and sad mood now. I wanna text him a message but I'm scared of he won't reply me. I have no one can talks to now. I wonder when the world will end? Will I have a friend that won't quarrel or fight with me forever? Even fight or quarrel, the person will never say don't want to friend with me. That is what I want, and for those who keep saying me 'berlagak, sombong' please get rid of my life. I don't really need this kind of friends.
幸好这几天我都不会闷，因为我都有人陪不会寂寞
♥Saturday, January 02, 2010
