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What is the use I sad? I'm sad because of anything, any problems. I don't want to solve any problems from now on and what's the use I trust so many people and what I get? Nothing but, I get sadness and hurt from everyone. :'( I don't want to trust you but, I'm so stupid and believe you all. It's my problem, not yours. Who can I believe? I'm really sad but, I don't know what to do. Whatever, I don't want to life anymore and I fed up with it. I don't want to blog already.

You all don't need to bother whether did I talk bad words behind you all. I will never ever talk bad words behind you all. It's just waste my energy to talk it. And what's the use I want to talk so, don't need to bother about it.
Why do you all want to make problems with me?
Can't you all just don't think about and having quarrel between friends?
Did you all cherish friendship?
Do you all know what friendship mean?
I don't want to bother about it anymore, it's just waste my time and energy. Go away, I don't want to know what you all want to do to me. This is my life not yours, if you all hate me, just go away and don't think I will hate you. That's all, don't ask me anymore.

Time goes quickly, I'm going to take PMR and PET this year. I feel so nervous about it. I want to transfer school after PMR and get my results. Results are my everything now, I will work hard in order to get good grades in my PMR and PET. I want success, I don't want to be failure.

My mood is kinda sad and down. I should stop here to not let my tears drop. =D

Currently listening to 寂寞，好了 by 蔡旻佑

拼命的奢望 悶壞的胸口讓我想大聲的吶喊
我努力不放 你冷淡 你讓分手 就這樣
我連做夢也感覺 受傷

一年過了 還是一天 計算著慌張
計程車上的音響 我們最愛的情歌
這一刻卻重重擊破思念的 心臟

夜深 了我怎麼辦 寂寞了誰在身旁
心情變得好復雜 想她 念她 恨她
一個人你害怕嗎 細數過漫天星光
說好永遠不分開 多假 多假 多假
讓 記憶長出翅膀 飛翔
心放空了 寂寞 好了

堅強外表下 我脆弱 情人節開始失常
別人慶祝 我卻很失落
秋天過了 冬天漫長
關於愛 感傷
我們天真的勇敢 我們追求的夢想
捨不得也只能收藏旅行的時光

夜深了我怎麼辦 寂寞了誰在身旁
心情變得好復雜 想她 念她 恨她
一個人你害怕嗎 細數過漫天星光
說好永遠不分開 多假 多假 多假
讓記 憶長出翅膀 飛翔
心放空了 寂寞 好了

寂寞感冒全都可以好的
愛多甜 傷多痛 都釋放 oh~

夜深了我怎 麼辦 寂寞了誰在身旁
心情變得好復雜 想她 念她 恨她
一個人你害怕嗎 細數過漫天星光
說好永遠不分開 多假 多假 多假
讓 記憶長出翅膀 飛翔
沒有你 心放空了 寂寞 好了



I'm happy but I'm sad also today. Happy because I feel I never lost you, and I get another best friends. I never think that you'll be my best friends but now, (XM) you're my best friends. It won't have any changes even though we have quarrel or what. I'm sad because one of my best friend is going to leave me soon. I'm so sad about it when I heard she told me. I don't want you to leave me. I will miss you always, you're one of the best friend I have ever known. I'm regret about something but, I can sure that the thing won't repeat again in my life. But, some people will still repeat it in my life. I can't do anything to them. I really don't want you to leave me, I'm sad right now. I don't want any friends of mine leave me anymore, I'm tired with crying. I don't want this kind of thing happens again, it really hurts me. God, I beg you. Don't let them leave me. Besides of her, all my best friends are studying different school with me also. I can't do anything, I can't get to see them. I miss them badly, I miss them more than I can count. I miss those days we played hard and got scold together by teachers. I miss the times we always hang out, too. Where are you all now? T_T missing you badly... I MISS YOU ALL!! GET BACK TO MY SIDE!

Wtf, I have a sister who doesn't respect me at all. Nothing else I can do to her, I won't do anything anymore. She does everything herself, don't ever come and ask me. I will tell you this, 'I don't know how to do', 'I'm busying' and 'I want to sleep'.

I think I should stop now, if not I will be end up with scolding people again.

: Don't leave me, my best friends and my friends!
: I don't want to have a sister like YOU! Get lost from my life, don't keep on ruining my life.

Wrote by puzhen.

Something happens again these days. I thought I have thought something in the right way but, the same thing was repeat again. How happy was I last night? My smiles are fake. I don't even can have a real smile which is happy to all my friends. But then, when I have a long sleep, I'm scare I can't get to see my friends again. They're best, I miss you all. Where have you all gone to? I need your comfort and cheer me. I'm Missing you. I can't wait for PMR, I want to take ALL those stupid licence and go to visit all my friends. I miss them a lot, I can't see them for nearly 3 years. And very sorry to someone. I know I have hurt you and made u sad, I'M SO SORRY! I don't know what can I do to you. I just know I can say sorry to you. *tears drop* SORRY! I sincerely apologize to you. I'M SO SORRY! I can't tell you the truth that I'm still sad about it. I'M SO SORRY! I don't wanna my friends to worry. I have enough thing to let them worry, I don't want to add more. My friends, I'm so sorry! I'm really useless, don't even know how to solve out the problems. ))= Friends, I miss you. =(( I really really wanna change school, I'm not joking anymore, I meant it. But, my parents never understand how I feel when I say I want to transfer school. It can say, I cry because of I want to transfer and my parents didn't want to let me transfer. I hope I can finish school as soon as possible and I get to go Singapore. Don't need to stay at here. =DD I'M SO SORRY TO YOU! I didn't mean to make u sad by asking the question. I know you was sad also when I asked you that question. But now, the answer has become the fact. I can't change the decision of yours. I just can accept it. *tears gonna drop non-stop* I don't dare to think the question of asking be anyone god sister. I am really afraid of it. Who ever asks, I will reject or depend on who is you. Sadness will forever with you, if you never think to forget the sad problems. 我想了又想，我真的很想放弃一切. 朋友再也不是我的一切，他们只是我生活中的一部分而已. 我很谢谢茹萍听我诉苦，真的很谢谢她！

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